Okay so this semester has been by far very interesting and tough. I'm almost done with school but I HAVE SOOOOO MUCH WORK LEFT TO DO T___________________T. Also not very many people know this about me but I actually work a full time job and go to school full time... so it really leaves me very limited with any sort of free time.
The free time I do end up having I usually just want to rest, sleep and work on cosplays. With that said I feel lately I've been stressing myself out wayyyyyy too much and really taking on projects I know I can do much better on. I've also need to keep in my head why I first got into this hobby because lately I feel as if I've been thinking so technical and just not letting my mind flow as I know I has and can, its like I've been in a rut the past 1 1/2 year. I've decided its best for my own sanity since I'm going to be taking summer courses to limit myself to just 1 cosplay, which will be Lightning XIII-2 and push off Serah till katsucon 2013. I've also have had friends asking me for commission side jobs, but for my own sanity I'm declining. I'm dubbing Otakon my "no resposiblity. NO MOAR BAD LUCK" con. simply because over the past 3 years all I've ever done is run around like a chicken with my head cut off, I feel like I never get to hang out with the people I intend to, and all I feel is pressure. I have also really neglected my dancing buddies like crazy for cosplay, and its a hobby I also really enjoy so much! So have happily have gotten back to it and have begun to learn this dance which once I saw I saw like.... this dance... must learn!! [link]

Anywho guys my next scheduled con is AX 2012 in Los Angeles, I'm honestly thinking of bringing my Lightning, and Saya (which OMG I NEED A NEW WIG FOR!)..... but then I keep on thinking I can't bring my Gunblade or Sword... but we shall see I actually have this one original design of STRength I made I actually really want to do its fairly simple I might just do ><;;; you see this is how I end up drowning myself okay so until next time guys <3